Friday Night

I had a rendezvous set for Thursday evening with a guy I was chatting with from craigslist on Sunday. Typical for craigslist, if it isn't immediate its likely going to fizzle. Craigslist seems to appeal to guys who can't make a commitment to a profile on a hook-up site and loose their nerve very easily, or some obligation with the wife cancels out their plans with you. Hook-up sites with profiles tend to generate better results. So I took Thursday evening off.

Last night I was online and received a message from a 21 year-old guy looking to hook up. We were chatting on messenger and solidified plans that I would go pick him up and bring him back to my place. His body size and description checked out; he was cute. He was a student living in residence, no car, so for me going there could have been problematic - what's a late 40's guy doing at a University residence at 11:00 at night? Just as we were finishing our chat, I was alerted that another guy I REALLY wanted to hook up had signed on. Too late to change course I thought to myself. So I went and picked up my boy and brought him home. We started kissing and undressed quickly as we had decided to save some time and shower together (he had to be at work at 6:00 a.m.) Unfortunately he had recently waxed his back and all his beautiful hairiness had been removed. He was waxed to along his pant line but his butt cheeks were a pelt of beauty. His asshole was hidden behind a mountain of hair - perfect for rimming... He wasn't big on sucking cock, but certainly enjoyed the work I provided. His cock was very thick at the base, tapered down along the shaft, and ended in a nice mushroom cap. His pubic hair was also thick as a pillow. That can be a problem for getting pubes in your mouth while sucking... He enjoyed having my fingers penetrating deep into his hole, and asked if I had a dildo he might try. Well of course son - I have a big double headed dildo. He could only take it for a few seconds, as he had never been anally entered before. Overall though, it wasn't the most stimulating experience, and ended with him cumming on my chest. I didn't cum as I thought my other guy might still be online. We showered up again and I drove him home. I went back online, but nothing further seemed to gel, and my other guy was no longer online. By 2:30 a.m. I figured I should go to bed, and had to take care of myself manually. Some nights just don't seem to have it all in place. Tomorrow's another day for sex...

Throat 4 Cock

Raunch. That's the scene I got into tonight. My friend throat4cock came over. He's into gagging and choking on cock. He really likes big cocks, and likes mine in particular. This type of play requires fasting and abstaining from too much water for at least 6 hours.

There are three levels in this type of play. Gag, choke, and puke. The throat produces copious amounts of mucous when its being worked over by a thick long cock. That excess mucous travels into the stomach making the occasional purging non-odorous and actually fun to use as a slippery lube. When throat starts getting into the scene, he starts getting into the raunch.

Gagging is where the abdomen flexes but there is some control holding back from bringing up. Choking is where the esophagus is blocked and there is a simultaneous flexing of the abdomen and cough, with or without the projection of esophageal mucous. Puking is the actual bringing up the contents, from light to heavy. The idea of this play is to get as close to the line between choking and vomiting without actually going over the line. It becomes very difficult to stay on the choking side and not going into vomiting when the person feeding the cock is holding your head and not allowing the throater to get off that which is triggering the gag reflex leading to a choke. Things starts out slow in our play as the stomach fills with mucous, but gets progressively more aggressive and forceful. We get into various skull-fucking positions, whether him on his knees while I stand face-fucking him, or me on my back forcing his head and holding him down on my cock as deep as it will go. There's a bit of asphyxia going on too as I don't let him up for air until he's choked 4 or 5 times. Part of the fun also involves making very loud gagging and choking vocalizations. When its time to cum, he gets into very aggressive gagging and choking, as I moan out very loud, prompting him to suck as deep as he can holding back from puking and swallowing my load. Thankfully my neighbours work during our sessions because it sounds like there's a murder going on...

This type of activity requires a great deal of trust on the part of the throater as limits must be respected. My guy's also into a lot of throat-massaging cock, and overall I would have to put him into the position of best cocksucker I have ever had. He sucked me non-stop for over an hour, and the bed was an absolute mess. I know that our scene becomes very messy, so I try and ensure I have enough blankets down to protect my duvet from getting messed up. Lets just say I have to do laundry immediately after our session.

Fetish Play

One of the things I like about the internet as I mentioned before is that you get to put out there exactly what you are looking for and exactly what you have to offer. Its very easy to find your match from an online ad when you live in a large metropolitan area. When you meet someone in a bar, a bathhouse or other live situation for a hook up, you generally haven't established exactly what you are into and what you have to offer. Some situations end up fine, but the worst scenarios occur for example when you get to the sexual scene and the guy you're with wants you to take a dump in his mouth and you're not into it. At least on the internet you can specify right up front what body type you like - heavy-set, muscular, skinny, tall or short. You can specify what scene you're into - leather, bear, skater, punk, skinhead, business or preppy. You can specify what sexual activity you like - top, bottom or versatile, and whether you like fucking, sucking, passionate, raunch, kink and the like. You can also easily find guys into your fantasy situation or your fetish. Some people like daddy/son fantasies, cross-dressing, sado-masochism, rape scenes, dom/sub roles, fisting, or just plain vanilla sex. I'm pretty vanilla, but can get into some raunch from time to time (see my next post for some raunchy stuff). Finding a guy into a very specific fetish that also meets your other criteria can be a challenge. The more obscure the fetish, the harder it is to find. Easy ones: feet, ears, underwear, uncut cock, boots, spanking, chicks-with-dicks, sports equipment, water sports, sex toys, cigars. Tougher ones: scat, stumping, burning, blood-letting, mutilation, and then there's all the weirder shit I don't even dare mention. I only have one fetish - smoking cigarettes during sex. I can hear the outcry now - cigarettes are reviled in our society.

I started smoking cigarettes regularly when I was about 14. At the time smoking was not the social taboo it is now. I was turned on by cigarette ads and watching men smoke. I would jerk off daily while smoking a cigarette from about age 15, fantasizing about men smoking in sexual situations. My first experience with smoking during sex occurred during my twenties. I was with a guy sucking his cock in my car in the university parking lot late one night. As he reclined back in the seat enjoying the blowjob, he lit up a smoke and casually smoked while I sucked him. I was so totally turned on! I hooked up with him a second time at my place, and we repeated the scene, and once again I enjoyed it immensely. That was the last time I did that, other than taking smoke breaks during sex, until about a year ago. I started posting profiles on hook-up sites and craigslist specifically looking for guys into smoking during sex, and got some good responses. Some scenes ended up better than others. I posted another ad about a month ago and got the usual responses, but one hit the mark. He was 29, 6'2" tall, 220 lbs, into smoking sex. We arranged to get together but our first rendezvous was cancelled. We arranged a second encounter which happened tonight. Though I usually enjoy lots of kissing and smoke swapping, he was only into servicing while I smoked. He did suck me for an hour and a half, and stopped several times to have a smoke himself. He was not into reciprocation. Cool for me - I was in the mood to lay back and receive anyway. I had a great orgasm as I laid back on his settee, a smoke in my mouth, just receiving head. I have another four guys I see on a semi-regular basis who are also into smoking cigarettes during sex, so I'm sure I'll be telling you about them some time in the future. Here's a very hot video of what I like about smoking sex...

Fuck Buddy

Yesterday I had fun on craisglist and said I would tell you about my hook-up from Saturday today. Before I get into that, I just wanted to say I had another promising response to my ad a short while ago so I responded to him and am just waiting to hear back. I was going to take tonight off and just chill at home, but just can't say no to a cock who walks through my door. Ooh - pics have just arrived. BRB... So, the cock is OK, but he sends me pictures of his rosebud and a giant dildo next to a carton of juice for perspective. From that (and his e-mail address hotsmoothhole@...) I could tell that he is a total bottom only looking to get fucked. Did you read anywhere in the ad I posted that I was looking to top? Gotta let him down easy.

In the mean time, another response from a black guy who's looking to get sucked came in. Finally someone who knows how to read! I responded I'm free tonight and asked him what time he'd be by. He responded he could be over right away. I responded with my address. He showed up about 20 minutes later and we went directly to the bedroom. He liked hearing stories about older guys with big cocks I had sucked off. It wasn't easy telling stories and sucking his cock at the same time! I alternated between the two as I worked his beautiful 7.5 inch thick cock. It was rock hard and curved upward. I had to get on the bed and take it from a near-69 position in order to get it totally down my throat. He really appreciated having his cock jammed up in there. All of sudden he wanted me to stroke his cock real fast while sucking him so he could cum. He shot his load right into my mouth and I swallowed it. I have only been getting into swallowing cum for the last year or so, and I'm getting to like it! His load tasted nice. He left but promised to get back in the future.

So unless there are any further interruptions, I'll continue with my story from Saturday night. I have seen busterbigballs over the last 6 years or so. He has an amazing big stretched ball sac that he loves to have stretched and pulled, and a great 8 inch cock, not too thick, that slides down beautifully. I would see him about once a year until about 4 years ago when we had our last session that wouldn't pick up again for another three years. When I split from my last boyfriend, I got back in touch with him and have been seeing him every few months or so for about a year now. I would have to say he is one of the best sexual partners I have ever had. I'm usually just into one-offs or a limited number of repeats. I find the novelty and excitement of a new man wears off real quick for me (must be from the large number of men I have had sex with). Buster and I usually sit and smoke a joint, drink some wine, then get into it. Saturday night he was very horny. We started making out almost immediately, smoked our joint and drank our wine a little bit into it. He's the best kisser I have ever met. Usually after a session with him, my lips are chapped and peeling for a couple of days. I don't know what it is but he uses his entire mouth when he kisses, and uses his tongue in deep probing lunges with lots of tongue wrestling. We probably kiss for 10 to 15 minutes at a time. He also loves to deep throat and jams my cock into his throat as I do the same for him. We force both of our cocks deep into each other's throats in multiple 69 positions, taking turns on top throat-fucking each other. He brings me very close many times, but I stop him by pushing his head off my cock till I recover. Eventually I can't hold back, and I start to groan and choke with his cock rammed as deep down my throat as I can get it while shooting off rounds of cum. He then rolls over on his back and jerks off, still choking down on my pulsating cock.

Did I mention that busterbigballs is HIV positive? It took me a very long time to get comfortable with having sex with HIV positive guys. I have issues with guys who bareback, and I'll talk about that another time. If a guy accepts his status, is sexually responsible and is on meds, his viral load is undetectable and the risk of transmission goes down to theoretical risk. He told me he has been poz for many years and even nearly died of complications from AIDS just as the latest treatments became available. He has since been healthy while on the cocktail, and has even rebuilt a very nice body. Generally if I don't know someone's HIV status, I assume they are positive and take precautions accordingly and don't exceed low risk sexual contact. I try to be picky about who's semen I am going to ingest and don't usually take it from a guy I meet in a bathhouse. On the other hand, I won't seek out a guy who never plays safe and is only into getting his hole bred and seeded with cum by any guy out there. In my mind, there is a requirement for responsibility in a person's physical health, which is also a reflection of a person's spiritual health, and I am really tuned in to spiritual health. More on that another time. Having been through the tough years of HIV/AIDS in the 80's and 90's, it was difficult becoming poz-friendly, but I'm happy to say I am there now.

Another Craigslist Day...

I had an amazing experience last night, but I'll tell you about it tomorrow because I have something else going on today. I posted an ad on craigslist because I'm as horny as fuck for cock and to swallow loads. I posted the following ad:

NEED HEAD? HORNY COCKSUCKER AT YOUR SERVICE

Hey men - I'm in serious need of cock to suck tonight from about 5:00 pm till midnight. Got this insatiable need to be fed cum and need to drain balls bad. Not looking for reciprocation, though if you want to that's cool. Just so long as you pump your load right down my throat. Big uncut cocks are especially welcome for deep deep throating action. You must be able to travel to my place downtown. Open to all ages, just be height-weight proportionate and have a big load to feed to me. Lay back on my bed with your legs spread wide open and deliver. I'm 6'3" tall, 195 lbs, good looking, hairy, big cock, chin beard. Replies with pics of your cock get my immediate attention. Married, straight and bi guys are most welcome."

The very first reply to my ad some two minutes after it was posted was from a 28 year-old guy, 5'8", 170 lbs. He attached a pic of a hairy slim torso with what he says is a 6" uncut cock. I could tell he was South Asian, and typically I wouldn't have responded. Just a preference I guess. However I had planned to suck every guy who came through on my ad and was at least half-way decent, and some South Asian men I do find attractive. He said he was working and that he was leaving in about 45 minutes and could be here shortly thereafter. I responded I would be free. In the meantime, I was shooting messages back and forth to the usual anonymous craigslist lurkers who don't often actually come through, give false descriptions of themselves, never seem to have any pics but ask to see more of yours, respond with vague one-liners, are looking for something I clearly said I was not into, you know the drill if you've ever been on craigslist. And yet I love the sexual excitement of craigslist. With all the e-mails I have received so far, I have a nice straight but curious uncut guy, 36, nice body, into older guys, coming over Thursday at 7:00...

Mr. CL1 texted me at 4:30 that he could be over in 15 minutes. I had already made the bed and gotten ready. He pulls up and heads toward my place - very nice looking guy! Nice jaw line, beautiful facial features. He's got a receding hairline which I like, and typically nice teeth. There! I says to myself... He comes to the door, knocks, I let him in. I can instantly tell he's straight and never gets good head at home from his wife, but he loves receiving head and gets it from men expertly from time to time when he needs it. He's nervous, "...maybe this guy's a little old for me," he thinks to himself. I start walking toward the bedroom. He follows me, starts taking off his pants, sits on the side of the bed. He's thinks further to himself, "What am I doing here?" I take off my pants and get down on my knees. He leans back on my bed with his hands clasped behind his head, and resolves to enjoy it while looking straight up to the ceiling indifferently. He's completely flaccid with all his foreskin overhanging the head of his cock. I start my appointed task. He slowly but surely gets hard, not moving or making a sound. I was deep throating him, giving him one of the best blow jobs he has ever had. I could tell he was thoroughly enjoying every stroke of my hot mouth despite his lack of movement or sound, and after a while I asked him if he was enjoying himself. He looked down at me and said that he totally was. He was in fact a good 6 inches, thin cock, making it easier for me to handle. I sucked him off for about a half hour when I started to get tired. He certainly wasn't getting tired yet as he just continued to lay there hard as a rock receiving an amazing blow job. I asked him if he could bring himself close by hand (hint hint). I pulled up his t-shirt to expose a beautiful hairy chest with a big pillow of fur in the centre of his torso. He began pumping his cock by hand with my open mouth at the head of his cock. I continued licking his head while he stroked, then put the head of his cock entirely in my mouth. I could tell he was getting close by very subtle body movements, then a small vocalization announced the impending explosion, then hot jizz filling my mouth. He pulled his hand away so that he could throw the last few pulses freely into the rhythmic mouth-strokes I was giving him. As a reward, I went deep on his cock as the last few twitches eased up while he finished his delivery. He got up from the bed, got dressed, thanked me, and was on his way.

My second guest CL2 arrived at 7:30. In our e-mails, he indicated we had met about a year earlier. I did recognize having seen his e-mail address before, but couldn't remember anything about him. He said he had 7 inches cut, and wanted to offer me some reciprocation. Height and weight checked out, so I told him to come over. He said he'd be about 30 minutes. When he arrived I did vaguely recognize his face and body, but still couldn't remember our scene. We went directly to my bedroom. I'm not big on idle chit-chat or having a drink to break the ice. I like to smoke a bit of weed just before my sex partner arrives and get right to it. By the way, I took up smoking weed again about 5 years ago for sex, and let me tell you, the sex becomes so incredibly amazing. The drawback to increasing weed consumption is your memory starts to fade a bit. Hence my inability to recall this fellow.

We started kissing. He has an incredible barrel-chest with perky nipples and coarse trimmed chest hair. So coarse, the hairs remain stiff when you rub your hand against his chest. He asked if he could suck my cock. I said yes. Then it came back to me - as he was deep throating me, his sharp teeth were really scraping at the base of my cock. I had to tell him 5 or 6 times to open his mouth a bit wider. Now I remembered why I didn't call this guy for a repeat - the last time he shredded my cock with his teeth!!! Finally I'd had enough. I pulled him off. I went to work on his cock. He was correct in that it was thick with a nice big head at the knob, but more like 5.5 inches. I started sucking him, and noticed his piss hole was very wide right down to the base of his head - I could have put my index finger into that piss hole. I used my tongue to play with his hole, and he said he enjoyed that. He was doing poppers through the whole session, which is fine by me, but then he seemed to loose his erection. One of the reasons I don't do poppers, and also since I took Viagra this evening, poppers are strictly verboten. I have had a throbbing cock for the last 4 hours, and a raging hard-on when I'm playing, and loving it! Anyway back to my guy. We end up on the bed with me propped up on pillows. I have now clearly told him to open up his teeth at the base of my cock. He acknowledges and is doing better. He does suck me for about 10 minutes, then stops and asks me if I'm going to come for him. I said no, not yet. He asks me why, I told him because I have a few other guys to do yet tonight. He tells me he won't be able to cum because of the poppers (another thing that just popped up in my memory of our other encounter), I thank him for dropping by, good-bye, close the door. I don't plan on cumming until I've had my fill tonight, so I was most happy with that. I'm still working on a few others by e-mail, but no concrete plans any further for the moment...

Well, all the connections I made have now fizzled out, my ad has been buried behind hundreds of new posts, so I'm going to call it a night. I'll leave my ad up and see what shakes out of it for the next few weeks.

Tea Time

I usually get off work at 5:00 p.m. My favorite tearoom closes at 5 from Monday to Wednesday, but is open till 7:00 p.m. Thursdays and Fridays. So I went to see what was happening. Tearooms are really hit and miss - often you'll find old married trolls, ugly guys, fat guys, whatever. Sometimes you'll hit the jackpot. I think the internet killed the tearoom (also known as cottaging).

There was a time where the city had a good dozen really active tearooms. As I mentioned in a previous blog post, my favorite was the bus terminal. The bathroom was located on the lower level, so it was discrete enough to attract any and all guys. Though the doors were kept open, there was a bank of sinks that created a wall to the 8 toilets at the far end of the public washroom. If someone came in, they wouldn't be able to see if you had slid under the stall, or were servicing the guy next to you. You would be able to get up and sit back down discretely before being seen. People also make more noise walking down stairs so that would usually alert you that someone was coming. With 8 toilets to choose from, if the guy(s) sitting next to you weren't interesting, you could always move. This tearoom was total musical chairs. Alas the bus depot relocated to newer more modern facilities and the old terminal was closed. The busiest downtown mall washroom was also closed after a renovation, as did a few hotels. So that left the underground parking garage washroom in the mall. Noisy double doors and a discrete location make this spot not too bad, but there are only two stalls so there is often a line-up, and some people just don't know when their time is up. I like to sit in the handicapped stall because its much more spacious. A regular stall is tight and I'm having trouble with my knees, so its awkward and difficult to get back up quickly if someone comes in.

I met a guy with a beautiful uncut dick a few weeks ago, and he moaned and thrust as I was blowing him. He asked me to slow down so he could enjoy the job. Finally he came with fantastic streams of cum shooting into my mouth. Yesterday, I arrived at the tearoom to find three of the usual suspects. This young really skinny guy, terribly ugly with a small cock. I'm sorry but I can't bring myself to do it. Even if he were the last guy on earth. Another very young guy, about 20, a bit effeminate but a big thick cock. He likes to edge and goon for hours until his cock is practically raw. The third guy was also young, also about 20, nice enough uncut cock, but fat. I didn't want to wait around, so I left. The slimmer young guy followed me to another washroom in the mall where we stood at the urinals for a while and just stroked. He doesn't want any oral action - only jerking. I have seen him around for a couple of years now, but hadn't ever seen him cum. We've been talking recently while we stroke about who's been in and what's been happening. I told him I had never seen him cum. He said he gets too nervous. After a while and a few too many guys coming in to actually use the facilities, I decided to check back at the other location.

I arrived to find the fat guy still there, so I sat down anyway and made no motion that would have indicated any interest, such as tapping the feet or sliding hand or fingers on the underside of the stall wall. He probably had to get home to mama for supper so he left shortly thereafter. My gooner returned and took the spot beside me. He crouched down and slid part-way under the stall wall, but deliberately just out of reach of getting sucked. It looked like he just wanted to jerk off. I jerked his cock the way he likes it - loose and rubbing his head. He took over the job while I stroked his balls and that area on the inside of the thighs. I could tell by the way he sped up the stroking he wanted to deposit a load on the floor beside be. For the first time in all the times we have stroked together he came. He just stayed down there for a while longer as I stroked his cock during the relaxation stage. When he left I cleaned up his mess, lit up a smoke and waited to see if anyone else would come in.

A short while later, another younger guy arrived. Nice shoes, about size 8 feet, decent jeans. I could tell he wasn't a homeless person by the quality of his clothing and footwear. I like to stroke my cock and let the shadows on the floor alert my neighbour that I'm stroking my cock rhythmically. The shadows next door tell me he's leaning forward to check me out. I keep my legs spread wide and just beat my cock. Ah ha - he's interested. I lean forward enough to look under - his legs are also spread wide with his pants to his ankles, and he has very hairy legs. Love those Mediterranean guys! A bit more forward now and he too is stroking his cock...

I like to surprise a guy I'm sitting next to by fully thrusting my fully bloated cock right under the stall wall before they have had a chance to have a good look at it. Nothing is more sexually arousing than having a really big man meat come wizzing out at you. Usually guys will say "holy fuck!" and then start chowing down on my cock. I think this guy was bisexual and probably timid, new to cock play, or not a cock-sucker. He grabbed my cock and stroked it a bit. Well, I needed more than that, so I pulled out, crouched down and leaned forward signalling to him to bring his cock under. He obliged. Nice 7.5 inch cut cock, but not terribly thick. He too didn't quite bring it under enough, so I had to strain to get as much of it into my mouth as I could. It didn't really matter much because he came in about 20 seconds. He did the courteous thing by announcing "I'm cumming" giving me the opportunity to decide if I wanted to take it or finish the job by hand. I could taste the first stream and it was nice, but decided I would finish it by hand. He too left a nice deposit for me. I actually enjoy cleaning a guy's cum off the floor, so I wiped it up ready for the next visitor.

A short while later another guy came in. Again, nice shoes and jeans. I look under, he looks under. Once we established a mutual understanding, he pulls up his pants so that he can stand on the toilet and look down into my stall. As he's watching me, I'm stroking myself as cock-proud as I can be. He starts jerking himself off furiously, and asks if I can show him my ass. Though the area is a bit cramped, I leaned forward with my asshole as exposed as possible to give him a show. As he approached his orgasm, I told him to blast his cum all over the stall wall. He climbs down from his perch and starts blasting his cum directly into the toilet. I knew he was going to shoot so I looked over the stall wall just in time to see him jizz. That's one of the benfits of being tall... He cleans himself up a bit and leaves.

Another guy came in at about 6:35 - only a few more minutes until the cleaning lady comes in to bust up the party and lock it up for the night. I have been roused out of there many times by the cleaning ladies. They obviously know what's going on in there based on all the graffiti on the walls. When they see the same guys day after day, they get to know the tearoom traders. They always give you that disgusted glare. Makes me chuckle... Anyway, this guy looks promising - he's checking things out under the stall, I do the same. Surprisingly, he pulls up his pants and leaves his stall. He's now peeking into my stall, so I open the door to show him my cock. He stares at it intently, then decides to leave. These odd situations occur from time to time, but considering he would have known the cleaning lady was coming soon, he may have decided to head out. I too pulled up my pants and checked out.

Here's a video and a link to an xtube video that shows you what tearoom play is all about:

http://video2.xtube.com/watch.php?v_user_id=ldg2006&idx=8&v=jLZLA_G721_&cl=B1shV_G721_&from=&ver=3&ccaa=1&qid=&qidx=&qnum=&preview_flag=

Fucking Night

Last night I was feeling kind of randy, so I checked out the local listings on craigslist.com. I'm not so worried about coming across a craigslist killer. I mean after all, its so easy to be traced on any computer, how would anyone think they can hide in the cyber-anonymous world of the internet? The CIA, FBI, Interpol and any other intelligence agency know your every move on the internet, unless you go to great lengths to cover your tracks. You have to be a moron to think you'll get away with it - but of course there are morons out there.

I came across an ad I'll call damnhorny. A 26 year-old skater dude with an 8 inch cut dick, 6'1" tall, 190 lbs. Sounded good to me, pic looked good. I rarely respond to ads for guys under 35 unless they're looking for a daddy or something in the ad leads me to believe they might be interested. He was looking for a guy, age not important, but very well hung and talented in the sack. Well, I'm very well hung and talented in the sack, so I responded. A few minutes later I get a reply - he's interested, add me on messenger. Young people are so into messenger. I'm not big on messenger, and end up deleting guys after a short while when things fizzle out. I find it a nuisance, but hey I'm horny and it sounds good. His profile pic comes up and fuck man he's damn hot! Its now about 8 o'clock, but he's not free until midnight. I have to work in the morning, but when I need cock I can't stop until I find me some. I'm thinking if by chance he should cancel at the last minute I'm back on the hunt and will be up until real late, and I'll be a basket case at work all day (small price to pay). He seems sincere and intent on my big cock, so he gives me his address and cell number so I can text him. Another thing I haven't caught on too well to yet.

At 11:10 I'm just about to get into the shower when my cell phone goes off. "Hello" I say, and its my airline pilot from a few weeks ago. He needs a blow job in the worst way, and wants to know if I can take care of his cock and balls right away. I had to make a snap decision - do I go with a sure thing where I'll be fed a nice load of cum, or do I wait to hear from damnhorny. "Sorry dude, I was just headed to bed..." (little white lie) "No worries" he replies, "What are you doing tomorrow night around 10:30?" Good - Wednesday night is taken care of. Its now 11:15 and I'm about to jump into the shower when my messenger goes off. "Still have the house full and can't entertain." Fuck. But he proposes to come to my place instead. Earlier he said he didn't have wheels and could only entertain. I asked him how he would get here and he said his boyfriend would drive him. "Cool" I replied, gave him the address and he said he'd be over in a half hour, not to shower, we could do that together, and I offered to roll a joint. That was so nice of his boyfriend to drive him over. Not your typical relationship, but hey this is the gay world after all.

At the appointed time, he texted me that he had arrived and asked if I could come meet him outside. I think he wanted to know I was alright looking, and his boyfriend was undoubtedly nearby watching to make sure everything was good to go. There didn't appear to be any problems as he immediately followed me up the stairs to my place.

Once inside, we immediately started kissing, groping, stroking, rubbing. We started off with a little smoke to lighten the scene, then proceeded to a nice slow shower of mutual cock sucking and kissing. He was very impressed with my cock. I mean VERY impressed. He could deep throat not too bad, but thoroughly enjoyed the throat action I was able to provide on him. He had an 8 inch cock, and loved it while I held the whole thing deep inside my throat. He was not excessively thick so I could breath while deep throating. He was into lots of kissing, and had the right amount of tongue action I like. We flip-flopped between sucking, kissing, 69, rimming and ass-play. I could tell he was looking to get fucked, and I'm not that crazy about fucking. After a few requests, I realized this guy really needed a good fucking. I reached into my night stand for a condom and my lube, slid it on, and I asked him how he wanted it. He said he liked it on his back, so he got into a comfortable position and I got into position. I'll talk about safer sex and barebacking in future posts.

My cock went in easily, though I let him guide my hips as he became accustomed to my thick rod inside of him. He was quite comfortable with his legs wide open or on my shoulders, and enjoyed being kissed while I took long thrusts. I was really getting into it, and was enjoying that warm tight place my cock was in. He was really getting into the long strokes of my cock as I was increasing the speed of my pelvic thrusts. It was so hot, I told him I wanted to cum that way, and he responded that he wanted to cum then too, so he started jerking himself off. I could feel the orgasm approaching, so I got into a nice rhythm and just let the orgasm come on slowly. It was in fact a most beautiful orgasm that started slowly and hit an incredible intensity as I maintained the rhythm - the pleasure was all about my cock. I must have continued through a dozen thrusts with my hard cock pulsating in ecstasy inside of him, followed by what seemed like a dozen blasts of seed. While still hard inside of him, I told him that was one of the best fucks I have ever had. I think he came too as his vocalizations seemed to increase to a frenzied pitch while I was cumming inside of him. It looked like he came on his chest, but I wasn't 100% certain. That's part of man-on-man sex though - we don't always cum with the guy we're with if one needs to cum and the other isn't there yet. I prefer to enjoy the sexual experience and don't need an orgasm every time to make it complete. I have always been a practitioner of tantric sex, and though I love to cum, it isn't the be-all and end-all of great sex.

So at the end of it all comes the time to pull out. Being a big boy, I'm not unaccustomed to finding things a little messy. In this case, it wasn't too bad, but obviously not perfect. He was very embarrassed, but hey what can you do. I offered him a shower, jumped in myself, got cleaned up and got dressed. He texted his boyfriend to come and get him, and a few minutes later he was on his way. Looks like I found a new play-mate! His boyfriend is rather cute (based on some pictures he showed me) so who knows - maybe a threesome some time.